Music nowadays is shit. What you hear on the radio is shit. What MTV plays is shit. Why would you make a song that has no meaning behind it? Why? Music should be an outlet where people can express themselves in a way that leaves an impact on the listeners. Why would you make a song about sex? Why would you make a song about your ex-girlfriend?
That is why music nowadays are so fucked up, that musicians who make meaningful music are struggling as people nowadays only support shit ‘musicians’
To everyone who is reading this;
Always listen to your parents. But never listen to one thing from them; that is to be what they want you to be. Fuck that. Listen to yourself. Be who you want to be. Don’t just dream about it. Go for it. Take that risk and if you fail, try again. Keep trying until that dream becomes a reality. Don’t listen to what anyone else thinks. Who gives a fuck if you’re not earning $5,000 a month? Be it a bartender, a musician or a farmer, if you love what you do, then money will not be your priority but instead, it will be happiness. Do not succumb to having the mindset that an office job will give you a stable and secured future. If you want to do that, then by all means but if you’re not happy with that, why fucking bother?
Happiness over money.
That’s the mentality that everyone in this fucked up society has failed to get into their heads.
I feel like I’m being forgotten. Nobody makes me feel special. Nobody finds me for anything. When I say ‘you can contact me anytime’, it seems like I’ll be the last option amongst the people they will find.
Drowning myself with work to distract myself from the pain. It still hurts.
I miss you; I miss us
I miss you, because how we were back then; don’t tell me you never had feelings for me. How you took care of me when I was sick, or how we would stay in contact no matter where we were. I’m sorry I didn’t realize what we had was special, but I guess I took too long to realize that I actually love you. Now you’re with someone else, I hope he has brought you happiness which I will never be able to give.